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[05 Aug 2004|09:26am]
My new journal: starlet96x. Add me as a friend because otherwise you won't see any of the entires, it's going to be friend's only. I will make it all pretty when I can.
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[03 Aug 2004|01:37pm]
My computer all of the sudden got a bad IP address so I haven't had internet access. I will try from now on to check my email and livejournal from work. I will get back to you as soon as I can. My phone has also been out so I haven't had a way to really contact anyone or be contacted by anyone.

Got woke up at 2am yesterday to a cop shining a flashlight in my face as I lay in bed. Funny story actually.

I will be getting a new friend's only livejournal and new online alias for yahoo, etc. I want some privacy.

If anyone tried to contact me on yahoo offline message, I haven't been able to log onto yahoo and I don't know when I will.
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[24 Jul 2004|01:16am]
[ mood | rejected ]

Wednesday night I got really sick with sinuses all of the sudden. The next morning I felt like a carcass & went to work. I got my chart out and my mom did the triage and I went to sleep on an examining table until my uncle came in to see me. They gave me some shots. So I was sitting around after that doing nothing, feeling like crap. And what do you know...there was my boyfriend from kindergarten, Tyler. I was like "don't look at me, I am sick!" Lol. So I went and put on some makeup. Then I got into it with Connie & went home, saying I would be back when I felt worth a shit. She wasn't pleased. But I felt brand new almost as quick as I got sick. So I did go back to work, much to Connie's suprise, I'm sure. Had a great rest of the day. Tyler was actually asking my mom about me. He grew up very nicely I must say. His grandmother told my mom that he has been having problems with the ladies. Sound like me, except I'm having problems with the men. Tyler asked my mom if I worked there & said maybe he could catch me when he was back up there next month for his next appointment. Sweet. Since I am fully single and all now. (and that is all I have to say about that. At least in this entry anyway). Then I had a new Vax-D patient (Vax-D is the back treatment I do). And he was very...nice to me. He's a cop. He liked me very much. Haha. Sadly I am not interested. Lol.


Me and my mommy went shopping today. We always have fun together.


clean_cut is going to call me & we will probably hang out with him tomorrow night (well, tonight since it's about 1.30am...it's already tomorrow). But anyway, I am sure it will be good seeing him. (He is a friend from high school, btw).


Even though I am so in debt, I think I will buy a new nose ring. The stones fell out of all of mine :I Oh well, It will only set me back a few dollars I guess.

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[18 Jul 2004|05:30pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

I'm chipper this evening for a change. I have to spend the night over at Connie's tonight to watch Lisle. Then I have to get up and start putting in applications. I know a couple of places that are hiring so wish me luck.

:)

Oh yeah, check this out {HERE}. I have a faker. Awesome, she's/he's about to get friiiiied!

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[14 Jul 2004|11:15pm]
[ mood | disappointed ]

My thoughts are jumbled and I don't want to say anything I would regret or that I don't really mean. I don't really know how I feel. I do know that I'm tired of being thrown away. I am me, I guess that's just not good enough.

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[14 Jul 2004|01:08am]
[ mood | blank ]

I don't really have anything worth writing about, but felt like writing anyway.

Dum de dum

I am very happy in some ways, but also melancholy.

I don't really want to elaborate. It would require too much contemplation. ;)

I went to see Patricia yesterday. My CareBear is Lucky Bear & hers is Grumpy Bear. She got a t-shirt that had the two of them on it & it says "Friends" on it. Aww isn't that so sweet? Hehee!

I have a new kitty baby. One of the 4 new kittens. It's grey striped and I named him Little Baby SweetPea. Patricia is going to get 2 of them, so I'll have to find a home for the other one. Anyone want a pretty new free kitten?

I think I will go to bed.

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[06 Jul 2004|11:47pm]
[ mood | happy ]

I hope everyone had a good 4th of July. (Even if you live somewhere other than the states, still hope you had a good one, heehee.) Me, Jeremy, Heath, & Deb sat in our front yard & watched the fireworks going on across the road. They were pretty cool.

Things are going well I suppose. I was sick yesterday. My stomach was tumbling & I finally made myself throw up. I felt decent afterward and today I have felt pretty darned good. I threw up the HALF of bottle of Smirnoff Ice I drank on the 4th. Ugh I am getting to were I don't even like drinking those anymore. Maybe I'm growing tired of alcohol, I never really feel like drinking anymore. A good thing I suppose.

Well today I experienced something I never had before. Me and Jeremy were driving in my car and the car quit. Lol we were out of gas. Apparently my gas gauge is screwed. His sister came and we got some gas in it. Soon afterward it started pouring rain. Good thing the rain waited a little bit.

I'm contemplating some tattoos. I wanted my nose ring for years before I actually got it done. So I will most likely stew over the tattoo ideas for quite some time before getting them. I want something around my arm, like barbed wire or something, kind of like the one Pamela Anderson has. I am also thinking about some sort of cross on the small of my back. I wouldn't mind having a skull on me somewhere, but I don't want a tattoo anywhere else on my body. But if I get those, I'll probably want more. Piercings and tattoos are vicious cycles, always wanting more. :p I've still got some more piercings to get...tragus and belly. Thought about labret, but I don't think it would suit my face. I do like them on other people though! Also thought about getting my nipples pierced. I need to look into it first. Not sure at all about that.

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[05 Jul 2004|10:30pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

I was sick today. Threw up and all. I did feel better but now I feel kind of sick again.

I had to go to Jasper. I got my kitties now they are over here with me and Jeremy.

I feel uneasy. Maybe it is just me. I hope it's just me.

Going through Paxil withdrawl right now and it is hell. Everytime I move my eyes I hear "SWISH!!!" I got some samples today though thank goodness.

I have so many lyrics going through my head lately. But when I write down the snippets, I can't get them to fit together nicely. It's frustrating.

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[02 Jul 2004|03:16am]
[ mood | mellow ]

I am pretty happy these days. I feel okay. Not sick. My sleeping patterns seem to have returned to normal. And Jeremy. We had our first "spat" during the camping/canoe trip, but a couple of nights ago we had a fight. Stupid me getting my feeling hurt. I couldn't help getting upset and paranoid. But things are good again. I love Jeremy so much. Oh, I got the camping pics developed. I will scan some of them whenever I get access to a scanner.

I got the blog on my site working again, so I won't have to post that crap here anymore.

That's about it I guess.

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[28 Jun 2004|03:20am]
[ mood | crappy ]

I cannot take "soft rock". There may be a few exceptions (although none come to mind). Air Supply, Phil Collins... I just can't handle it.

I have felt like shit for a while now. I get sick to my stomach every day. And when I'm not sick to my stomach (which is pretty much, um, never) I am too tired and lazy to do anything. I'm too lazy to write more. Good night.

Oh.
Sugarie.Com news: I've got the GreyMatter I need, I just have to install it. I'll do it sometime. :)

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[22 Jun 2004|02:01am]
[ mood | awake ]

My LiveJournal will also have to double as my website blog until I can get my GreyMatter blog on there running again. So there will be site stuff on here plus the usual personal going ons.

I just completed work on getting the new layout done. I just couldn't do anything about the blog or button board, so I thought "screw it" and put up the site again anyway. There is still alot to be done though. I hope everyone likes the layout!

Also, some of you may have noticed that I disappeared at about the beginning of January. Lots of drama happened in my life. My fiance broke up with me, I had to move back home, I met my "soulmate". Lost him. Got stolen from. Screwed up my ankles. Met a new wonderful boyfriend who I now pretty much live with. And that's the HIGHLY condensed version of my life so far this year.

Also, if you sent me any emails during that time, I did not get them because my server ran out of space. I am sorry, that's why I didn't get back to you.

I will be working on my other sites soon hopefully.

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[20 Jun 2004|07:10pm]
Well I have been gone since thursday. Me and Jeremy went up to Tennessee to go camping and canoeing. The first night it was just the 4 of us, we all got pretty buzzed and Jeremy played his guitar & Heath sang. Woke up the next morning feeling extremely sick. I had 7 Smirnoffs, wasn't drunk even, but I had never felt that sick after drinking the night before. Anyway, we had an awesome breakfast...eggs, biscuits & gravy, bacon... mmmmm *drool*. Eventually some other people came out, I think most or all of them were Heath's family. They were nice & cooked us some really good food also. :p We did the actual canoeing yesterday (saturday). I didn't know what to expect, so I was sitting in there like "Oh shit, oh shit.." until we ran into a tree and flipped over. It was fun. lol So we got back in and I just kicked back and relaxed the rest of the way. Heath was like "It don't get more relaxed than that chick right there!" lol I got nice tannage also.
And a "I survived the Buffalo" t shirt. haha. We just got home a few hours ago & we are wore out. I took pics, I will post some if they turned out okay.

Rock_metal_guy_99 (Neil) struck again. He said if I wanted to hook up, to let him know & that I looked like Amy Lee. Shit.

And Jeremy has been harassed by some girls lately too. I better not have to bust some heads (lol) And oh, please, don't call the cops on me for saying that. Oh dear 5'1" little sweet Tracy Lynn threatened violence that she would never actually do anyway. Sarcastic playfulness is lost to some I suppose.

So things are pretty good over my way. :)
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[17 Jun 2004|12:52am]
tracylynn is poisonous! Induce vomitting if ingested.
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POISON

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[13 Jun 2004|05:26pm]
[ mood | frustrated ]

I am trying to configure the Greymatter weblog on my site and it is really pissing me off. I am perplexed. DAMMIT !@$ #@#@$ @#!@#!

Trying to keep my cool. But it makes me wanna break stuff.

Checking on a new job tomorrow. Shirley can kiss my ass. And Patricia's too...she's going to cuss you out good once she finds another job. Haha. I want to be there to see it. Everyone does.

I feel so lazy today. I woke up at 2:30pm and I still have on my sleep clothes.

And I have a headache, probably because of Greymatter.

I get to see Jeremy tomorrow!!!!!

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[11 Jun 2004|05:04pm]
[ mood | tired ]

Bought stuff yesterday!!! Me and Jeremy went to Goody's and I bought a swimsuit. Jeremy took me to the mall and I bought a pink ducky shirt at Pac Sun. I also got a leopard print purse and I got something free with it so I got him some skull boxers.
Jeremy felt bad because he didn't buy those things for me. (aww) <3





Next weekend is canoeing and camping!! I've never done either, so I am excited.

We are probably going to the KISS concert also! Should be fun, I hope Poison is there. But since me and Jeremy are both obsessed with Evanescence, we are most looking forward to that one. And Seether will be there too!

I had to clean my aunt's house today. Sucks, but you know. I wish I didn't have to do it but it's good and easy money. I'm lucky to be doing it. I just try to tell myself that when I'm sweeping the floors. *shudder*

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[07 Jun 2004|12:00am]
Amazing weekend. I am going to see Evanescence in Philadelphia in July. Going canoeing and camping this month. Thank you Jeremy. I'll write more later, prob. this morning, I might get bored.
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I can stop the pain if I will it all away... [01 Jun 2004|01:16pm]
Been listening to Evanescence alot again lately. Their lyrics are beautiful.

now i will tell you what i've done for you
50 thousand tears i've cried
screaming deceiving and bleeding for you
and you still won't hear me
don't want your hand this time i'll save myself
maybe i'll wake up for once
not tormented daily defeated by you
just when i thought i'd reached the bottom
i'm dying again

i'm going under
drowning in you
i'm falling forever
i've got to break through
i'm going under

blurring and stirring the truth and the lies
so i don't know what's real and what's not
always confusing the thoughts in my head
so i can't trust myself anymore
i'm dying again

i'm going under
drowning in you
i'm falling forever
i've got to break through

so go on and scream
scream at me i'm so far away
i won't be broken again
i've got to breathe i can't keep going under
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[29 May 2004|09:44pm]
[ mood | okay ]

I went out to go tanning & the grocery store. The tanning bed was closed, but it's a good thing it was because I got to Food World at just the right time. I saw one of my friends from high school! I was so excited to see her! We exchanged phone numbers and all. *big grin*

I wish people would would quit calling me today. Lol. I mean, I want to talk to them, it's not that, it's just that I have other things I need to be doing! I hope to work on my site tonight. But if I get on any messengers I know I won't get to. But I might miss talking to someone...ergh.

Off to eat some maccaroni & cheese...mmmmmmmm mac & cheese *drool, Homer style*

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[28 May 2004|01:28am]
[ mood | curious ]

Went to Albertsville today. Got hassled by cops up there AND in Cullman. Do I look like a damn crackhead? Left the whole situation up there perplexed and pissed off. ("That chick is PISSED OFF!") But got things straightened out kind of. We'll see what happens. Good things I hope. I really do. Damn yankee, ruining my night. (I'm playing!)

I found this rather amusing myself:

cboxgo: well, i think i'm going to walk shit-head now. hope that download fixes your problem.
oo_tracylynn_oo: lol! I will try it thanks
oo_tracylynn_oo: shit head...that's mean
cboxgo: well, he is a shit-head.
cboxgo: i'm just being honest.

I want to work on my site. I may do a new layout. I like the one I had but don't want it, like, dedicated to Jonathan. I'm moving on. The worst thing about it all though is how certain I was that he loved me just like I loved him. The worst part is the realization that my instinct was dead wrong. How can I trust myself & how I feel anymore when I was so wrong? I know, I've said all this before.

Anyway, on a brighter note... Got to paint my toenails. Big day after work tomorrow. At least I hope so anyway...Van Helsing!!!! Finally.

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[27 May 2004|09:57am]
[ mood | awake ]

My low didn't last long. It's just not my nature to worry too much or to be unhappy. Sometimes things can get to you though. I think I worried Clint.

"Tommorrow" wasn't a mistake. I went to Atlanta with my new "brother" Kevin to the Jimmy Buffett concert. It was awesome. The people are the best group of people I've met in a while. Hung out with an older dude named James. Got lei-ed 3 times in one night. Heheh. Man that sounds good right about now. Anyway.

I think I'm going to quit smoking. And no more tequila shots either. I'll stick with my Smirnoff Ice. Right now, just the thought of that stout margarita makes me want to vomit.

I can't believe I woke up this early. Maybe I'll get alot done today! I'm off to a good start so far.

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